Sunday, November 11, 2007
hi everyone, today i very sad. yesterday already damn sad liaoz. but today got something make me more sad... yesterday hugo send me a message. he say,"Why mus u be so nice 2 me? So wad if is godbro or wad? Nw chrystal dun like mi some of the part is u make 1." and today i saw i think he`s my best friend de ALTON, his personal message he put, EVERYONE DON`T FRIEND ALICIA ANYMORE! Me,HUGO,AILING,AIQIN THINJ THAT SHE camlan, ACT sai AND SHE DO CHICKEN BEFORE! i din! and hugo, I DIN EVEN TALK ABOUT YOUR BAD THING IN FRONT OF CHRYSTAL! I EVERYTIME HELP YOU SAY ABOUT YOUR GOOD THING IN FRONT OF CHRYSTAL! THAT`S WHY SHE DUN HATE YOU! But...why? I cant even let you know? Now even ailing also hate me! I think xinrong also...i dun know what i do wrong...i only know that...i very like you all..thank you for you all...i now keep crying...i thought i should be happy...but, my heart very pain...very very pain...my tears keep drop down...i thought i dun have fren i will be happy...but i think i`m wrong...i think my weak points is FRIENDS...last time because of hugo, i got hit by people...now shold be in m`sia but still in s`pore is also because of them...is them, give me strenght to stay at here...but...now, is them...going to force me go back...i dun noe why...hahaz...but...i swear...i really din talk about their bad thing in my life...i can because of them...go die...but...would they? they wont...i so silly...i so silly...but...still need to thank them...make me become stronger and stronger...especially hugo...thank you...but i know you still think i`m the one who do wrong...but i swear...i really dun have tell chrystal your bad thing...
Bye~
<3 xiiaolun//alicia

